oh yeah i forgot. been reading Adrian Mole: the Wilderness Years and i just came to a sickening realization that Mole is starkingly similar to that particular guy from the orchestra!!! now, if that guy were to write his secret diary, i bet that it would be everything Mole's diary is, spending the entire time thinking that the world loves him for the perfect, charming man he is, when he really is just... an irritant. sorry to say this but ITS JUST SO TRUE!

now everything i read Mole, i think of that guy. not a pleasant thought, i must point out. quite.. repulsive, actually. what a pity. i used to really enjoy the Mole.