fatigue

i remember planning out the first half of 2005 late last year. i'll get a job for awhile, work my heart out and earn sufficient money so i can go travelling for a month or so - visit my cousins in the states for example. i had wanted to earn a certificate in basic german, and amongst other things, go on a wildlife conservation trip and volunteer at SPCA. now, im almost at the end of the 7 months of school break (longest i'll ever have) with slightly more job experience and a 500 dollar deficit in my bank account.

something seems to be missing here. and im not just talking about the lack of green sustenance.

Edit: nah dont think i'll continue griping about how tired ive been and all. wait a minute. i just did. oh well :P cheers