stumbled upon Joe Millionaire yesterday while having tv dinner. heidi was an absolute BITCH!!! the way she went about snatching two gowns when other girls didnt have a gown was disgusting. i didnt like the obnoxious way she acted nor the scathing remarks she made. damn charismatic!

its amazing how materialistic those girls were, tho. im sure there are some sweet ones out there, but for most part, they were gushing about his fifty million inheritance. no wonder the guy wanted to find out who actually liked him for him, and not his money.

im amazed by the things he said when he had to explain his choice of the first 12 girls. more often than not, his reason was a simple, 'she had a wonderful figure'. how stereotypically male. roawr. well, perhaps we can give him the nod for his honesty...

anyways, im looking forward to the next episode... its strangely addictive to see the evil / competitive side of people. and i really wanna see heidi fall flat on her face, really, i cant wait.

speaking of which, hey i think watching reality tv brings out the vindictiveness in us, too! heh heh.

on a lighter note - i have found my black lipstick! muahahha. i was hoping that the halloween theme wouldnt be GOTH cuz, well you kno, i've been goth for way too much and way too long. fancy a change, really. but hey, im not complaining!