catch me!

as kenny succintly put it, im lonely. thats the truth, right smack on the bull's eye. its been so long since.. you know wut it is. i dream sometimes, gazing out into the murky blanket that is night. about what it could be, what it might be, what IF it had been. but then i wake up and am jolted back to my senses by boisterous declarations of 'DEUTSCH DEUTSCH DEUTSCH!!!!!' suddenly i am a student once more, with my bum squashed against hard plastic, marching towards the certain death that schoolwork promises. that all and with no one to love me.

i am told to transcend, to leap into the embrace of nirvada. but sometimes its just too damn hard. especially since that song is now on repeat play.