the excitement of a new school term certainly didnt last all that long, for i quietly admitted defeat to the droning biology lecturer on the first day of school and handed over the last milliliter of consciousness. well, it didnt take all that long. figures.
well yesterday i discovered the Real Reason for my sleeping in class, aside from the usual Oxygen Shortage, Chinese Lullaby, Lack of Sleep possibilities. Lack of Substantial Mental Stimulation was the main culprit behind the snooze-fest. I wasnt learning enough in class. yep. i discovered this all-important fact during the first physics lecture. as all of you people know, Vicky's physics is just as good as Confucious' english. not that it is my FAULT, but ive never touched that filthy thing beyond secondary two... and that when we were doing combined science. all i remember was drawing funny lines joining the eye and the object, passing through a miniscule hole.
yeah, so im not that well-versed in BASIC SCIENCE. big fucking deal, do i look like i care?
but i digress.
my point is, physics lecture activated the mental button declaring "OMG!!! WHATS THIS NONSENSE ABOUT?! ARGHHH IM GONNA FAIL!!!" I.e. the panic button. While that button was on permanently back in HCJC (biology lectures sent it into overdrive) it has been in disuse ever since i enrolled into NDMC. took me awhile to find it, amidst all the cobwebs. and so i kept awake during physics lecture and actually ATTEMPTED TO LISTEN. which worked pretty fine, considering that for once, this was a lecturer who new what he was talking about.
do i like physics, you ask? well sorry no. but hey, would be nice to finally understand a sliver of it. :P plus having homework seems rather exciting, dont you think?