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ludicrous.

warum?

no, this i really dont get. why are you doing this? are you afraid i wouldnt be happy otherwise? but dont you understand, this is so much worse? i wouldnt do this to my friends. nor people i dislike, for that matter. do you do that to others, too? so why, tell me, why do you do that thing you do?

tell me please, i implore you, because this i really dont get.

days and nights

days turn into nights and nights melt into day. i lie awake oft in my bed (because it is so darn hard, thank you oh skilled carpenter) as sleep chews away at my consciousness nibble by anorexic nibble. should have had nightcap. i stay awake till early the next day, only to wake up late in that very day (if it makes any sense to you). mornings are wasted, and nights desperately clung on to.

i busy myself with mundane things. littering my brain with comics, polluting my veins with high calorie singapore food, burning through my card (no, im not proud of it), contributing to the incessant neighborhood noise by peppering the drone with pseudo-music. oh yes, not to mention wasting away hours after hours with friends.

ah yes. life is good when one is on holiday.

back in singapore

oh yes boys and girls i am back in action! hehe :)

i couldnt recognize my room cuz of all the changes my mom did to it. but its better than before and so im not complaining! heh. wonderful meeting up with old friends again, although im reduced to being an IT neanderthal again, thanks to my brother pulverizing the old comp. gotta have to reformat it again. bah you cant trust my family members with a computer, they'd ruin it. the dopes!!!

bleargh. i so need to get back to WOW, i need to farm for my MC pots and stuff.

anyways, yup dont have internet access YET so if you've got anything impt to say, sms me at my old sg cellphone number.. heh i got it up and working again. and if for some reason you dont have it, eh well, too bad! :P bahahah. cheers, have a nice day!

memoirs of a geisha

"the heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves, until one day there are none."

ive been wanting to watch the film ever since i saw the trailer 2 months back. :) and now i HAVE! heh. those who have not, you should! i wouldnt say it outshines the book though, but it does a rather decent job of piecing together the storyline. i must say that watching michelle yeoh, zhang ziyi, and gong li all on stage at once is a treat in itself =) after all these years, gong li remains the temptress she is heh.

heh i hope to write more but words arent really coming to my brain and i need to save that limited space in my head for chinese poetry. hehe. its rather ironic but my favorite class in taiwan so far is chinese! its the only class i dont fall asleep in :) will definitely take the translation course to get a certificate. heh might even considering minoring in chinesisch! :O mein Gott!

[edit: hah. steven spielberg had a leg in that movie. i should have guessed.]

i cannot resist

yep. time now is 843pm and im only wut, 1/3 of the way through my chemistry. and there is biology tomorrow too. thank god i sorta studied that during the wkend. hm. getting off-track here. point is, IM DISTRACTED! hehe came upon this on a blog and i just canno resist doing it. so i shall do it now, i'll worry about chemistry test later on hah.

20 People You Can Think Of Right Off The Top Of Your Head
[NO SPECIFIC ORDER]

1. Marc
2. Serena
3. JY
4. Tina
5. Beverly
6. Yiling (Taiwan)
7. Yiling (Sg! heh)
8. Sharon
9. Janice
10. Michelle
11. Lil Bro
12. Robbie
13. feralhorn (lol cant remember RL name)
14. Robin
15. weiwen
16. sarah
17. eric
18. mom
19. dad
20. ivy

How did you meet 13?
Hm i think i grouped up with him for some questing in Feralas in WoW. heh. were only middle-age folks back then, early 40s :D

What would you do if you never met 5?
you kno, i dunno haha :P i doubt it would be much different but hey one less people to enjoy gym lessons with, which certainly isnt good :) cmon girl i wanna do backflips with ya again heh.

What do you honestly think of 10?
ah hah stander-upper for the girl power :) smart, sassy, and a perfect exercising partner!

Have you ever liked 3?
oh always! haha JY i love you!!!!! :D thanks for all the times spent in NY and HC haha dont kno wut id do without you

If number 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know?
woah. that would be devastating =( well, the one thing id like him to know is that im really glad that i found you (or you found me? heh) dont know what i did (in my multiple past lives heh) to deserve this but hell im grateful! if the black eyed peas were to ask me where is the love, id say RIGHT HERE! :D

Would 2 and 12 make a good couple?
haha hmmmmm nah i dont think so :) different types. plus 2 is already happily sold off to bintam. so that's that i reckon hehe.

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
HAHA no, unless if marc takes a fancy to boys that are prepubescent :D

Do you know any of 4's family members?
hehe ALL OF THEM muahahah we're related :P

What would you do if 3 just professed their undying love for you?
what is it between me and 3 that you just keep asking? hehe jie needs a real man!

What language does 19 speak?
haha! dad speaks a few words of german, english. is fluent in chinese and some funky dialects

Who is 8 going out with?
ooh im not sure... =S perhaps 8 would like to clarify? heh

When was the last time you talked to 18?
about a few days ago, over the phone.

What is 9's favorite band?
ack i have no idea!

Does 2 have any siblings?
nein!

Would you ever date 6?
nahhhhh :P we wouldnt make a nice lessy couple though she IS a spectacular roommate!! three cheers!

Would you ever date 7?
hehe nein.

Is 15 single?
yes yes yes. intros, anyone?

What is 14's last name?
wow good question. i have no idea

What is 3's middle name?
Jie? haha

What is 2's fantasy?
cmon ser wuts your fantasy???

Would 14 and 20 make a good couple?
could be could be :P

What school does 16 go to?
NUS

What school does 11 go to?
YCKSS

Where does 9 live?
some ulu place near pasir ris

Would you make out with 13?
um, enika might make out with feralhorn in the shady darkness of EPL :O

Are 5 and 16 best friends?
nope they have no idea the other exists

What is the coolest thing about 12?
that he has a huge collection of airplane models?

17. is a smartass dude. wait till he grows up.. :O

16. was my bestest friend back in the convent :P heh days would have been so mundane without your insane contributions :)

impending doom

i sense impending doom in form of chemistry laboratory exam, biology exam, and chemistry exam. =x i really dont appreciate the fact that i studied for my biology exam, only to find out while doing my practice papers that the questions are all lovingly phrased in chinese! :) how's that for a waker-upper? to have studied and not understand a single question?

oh and today's english exam was brilliant. 30% of the marks go to this section named 'English to Chinese Translation'. i asked if i could rephrase the sentence in english, but no, she insisted on chinese only :S and i thought the whole point of doing translation is to see if you understood the passage?!

bahhhh. oh wells. im still happy heh :) apple cinnamon tea is simply lovely on a cold winter's night. would be better with a hug though ;)

a week to go till home

i love you, marc.

can't wait till i see you again.

:)

psycho.

ok. i wanted to copy out what this senior wrote to me in its original form but i cant, cuz 1)blogger refuses to display chinese fonts 2)blogger refuses to upload my screenshots.

so.. im gonna just translate :P hehe. now tell me, who is in the right ? im veering towards ->THIS SENIOR IS FUCKING PSYCHO. (and no, i dont care if he reads this)

[the reason] the reason for all the following is bc this senior asked me out on xmas eve, and when i didnt go (made it up to him TWICE already, please note), he kicks up a fucking fuss which is STILL ongoing even though i have NOT done anything to further aggravate his unsteady mental condition. i didnt respond because i didnt feel like responding would help, plus i didnt want to credit his insane rents with any response.

ok so anyways, these are the following stuff the psycho said to me.

- do you think you just saying sorry will do? your attitude will make you a failure in society! (cant remember what else he wrote, but it was 3 smses worth!) do you think that everything i say is crap?!!

- ... i am so proud now when i see people taking pictures of me when i practice my wushu in the park... (insert more monologue about how i am a lousy person who will fail in the future and how he knows alot about rearing fishes and kungfu... and how other people are all ignorant pricks who are so mindless and insipid. meaning of course that he is interesting and knowledgeable)

- junior, i am so disappointed in you! i thought you were talented initially, so i gave in to you in many ways, but you gave me lousy attitude instead. i gave you so much advice and suggestions *NOTE: WHAT, ABOUT REARING FISHES AND WUSHU? CUZ THAT"S ALL HE EVER TALKS ABOUT. OH YEAH, AND ALSO DISSING OTHER PPLE, ABOUT HOW INFERIOR THEY ARE TO HIM* but yet i didnt receive a single christmas card from you ! dont think you are so great with all your talents. your strength and speed is way below my level *WOAH, IM SO INFERIOR!!! I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT THIS!!!!* you will meet a bottleneck soon in the future.

- im too lazy to care if you think im too much of a busybody. but you're just year 1, please watch your attitude *NOTE THAT IVE NOT SPOKEN FOR LIKE SINCE XMAS, AFTER I APOLOGIZED TO HIM* previously i brought myself down to your level so as to not stress you out. ok that's all, do whatever you want.

:: and the next msg comes in like wut, 10 mins::

- dont get all bigheaded just because i praised you. who but a few will care about your talents? *HE IS SAYING THAT HE IS ONE OF THE FEW >< * that's all. i dont want to say anything else. *BET YOU HE TALKS ABOUT THIS AGAIN -wry smile-*

i cant really capture the essence of it, im afraid.. but yeah that's generally what he said. so guys and girls.. will you vote for PSYCHOTIC? comment on comment box :P

definitely terrorist mentality in my books.

NB: look, if you are reading this, i think you are a self-centered prick who really should wake up to the real world. i dont talk to you anymore because i dont feel the need to. no disrespect but your endless ranting is something i can do without. so you think im a horrible person aye? carry on that way, nothing i say will make you change your mind anyways *not that i intend to oh noes* seeing you are the person you are. i really dont care. -shrug- oh yeah and thanks for introducing me to the other seniors, they rocked.