the power of duct tapes. and someday, that guy would break out of his cocoon a beautiful butterfly. sweet.

good lord. its monday evening already. but still the week isnt going fast enough. i absolutely cannot wait for this weekend to come!!! rawwwrr!! its good to be home early tho. i slept my head off this afternoon despite the sun. lovely.

mom sent my blankie to the wash. now its all crinkled and hard. im gonna iron it tonight. that would get rid of the irritating crinkles.

now, i have yet to devise a plan that would allow me to magically memorize everything i need to know for both math and biology by wednesday and friday. boo on exams!

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ARRGGHHHHHH KILLER WIND!!!!! MY WINDOW"S ABOUT TO GET BLOWN OFF OR SOMETHING!!! =S

its been raining every day recently... and i thought summers were supposed to be dry? anyho, i am hecka enjoying the daily downpours! they drag the temperature down and makes everything nice and gloomy. all right!!

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Diverting from studying right now... too much chemistry can make you turn into a nutcase. Anyways, i was watching the special segment of the taiwanese news channel yesterday night. the 2300 news dedicates 5 minutes of its slot to showcasing the lives of needy children in taiwan. (they even have a short clip of jay chou singing 'snail')

Yesterday's segment was about this family that was so poor half the house didnt have a roof and the family had no electricity. the parents (as with quite alot of poor families) seem to have mental disabilities. the kids, however, were very lively and bright. the oldest one, a girl of about 7 years of age proudly showed the reporter her new clothes. (donated by charities in her area)

At one point, the girl told the reporter that she loved to study and feels that attending school wasnt enough. She wanted tuition as well because she so loved to learn. To that, the reporter asked, 'But does your family have the money for you to attend tuition.' The girl paused for a second, as if that thought never occurred to her, and replied, with the innocence of a child - 'No.' And then the segment ended.

I dont know about the rest of the people who watched the news last night, but i thought it was extremely blunt and unfeeling for the reporter to ask for such an obvious answer. With that one question she forced to little girl to give up her dreams of pursuing further education just because she was poor. With just one question she thwarted the dreams and hopes of the young girl. What a repulsive reporter.

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLogger has revamped the posting area! now it looks AWESOME!!

want some gore? check this page out : happy tree friends - where cute, happy animal friends meet less than pleasant ends. my brother and his lttle friends absolutely enjoyed it =)

how on EARTH do you make sense out of Aufbau's rule?? How do you arrange those hokey electrons into their stupid quantum shells (Sharp, Principle, Diffused, F, no less) isnt 2,8,7 enough?? why why why do you require 2S1, 2S2, 2P4 whatever?? i dont see the pattern! will someone please help help help me!!

i cannot BELIEVE this. both mom and bro actually enjoyed The Hulk, green, haichi-maichi and all... not to mention the dopey purple loincloth. its such an incredibly gay movie!! well, my mom enjoyed the scenery (she loved it when the green thing leapt from valley to valley). argh. lets just say that i have zero appreciation for ang lee movies. Hero was so much better than Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon.

I really really wanna watch Finding Nemo tho!!!!

argh.. midyears' only a week away! and i've not started on biology and chemistry. i'm so dead. yikes. gotta start mugging now!

on a skincare product: Gell Met Cream Overvet.

the start of a romance?

JESUS CHRIST!!!! i will never touch booz ever again. out with red wine too. i'll stick to vodka. i've learnt my lesson... now please, take that rash away!!!!!!!!!!

currently trying to learn Spanish Romance on guitar. its soooo friggin hard! @@ bleah. i'm going to master it no matter what tho =)

pulled an all-nighter on tuesday at the class chalet, and have yet to fully recover. ugh. no way i'm doing that again! it took me about 15 times to make up my mind, and actually, i'm glad i stayed on. there was some alcohol, but it was all good, cuz no one overdid it. i hate the way i turn bright red when i drink. i'm allergic to something in BOOZ too - just like the last time i had red wine. apparently, its cuz of the histamines and tannins that 'naturally occur' (to quote from some website) nothing happened when i had VK, but BOOZ.. sigh. i'm not doing that again - rash sucks big time! @@

anyho, i'm addicted to bridge! its so so fun! anyone wanna meet up for bridge some time? hehe. we played water volleyball too, but we couldnt catch the beachball half the time, cuz running in the water is just so so slow. zz had to swim clear out to retrieve the ball, thanx to the wind - not funny. kinda dangerous actually. last time cz kayaked around the beach, there were jellyfishes all around the kayak. ew.

some people wanted to play with sparklers but forgot to bring the box out to the beach, so that was that. and others wanted to watch the sun rise, but opps, we were in the west =) still others (some overlapping) went to watch Ju-On and got mighty freaked out. no horror movies for me!

man i'm so bummed. been sitting at the comp for the whole day. i'm getting comp-wrists, whatever that means. been downloading a hecka lot of stuffs from kazaa. if you havent downloaded kazaa, go do it right now! its puts the marvel in marvelous mp3 downloads. heh. elva hsiao sounds so good with blue too. i know its old, but then i've not been listening to the radio for about 2 years, so you should be surprised that i even know of that song =)

aight. time to do cut and paste for xanga.

oh man, kevin is soooooo hot! heh heh. =)

here's kevin


here's another

blue's the darnest best band!

i'm recently beginning to loathe orchestra rehearsals. i've not been attending the past 5 rehearsals, due to myself having extra lessons in school. i dont feel like attending those rehearsals anymore anyhow. cuz they're not doing anything new, and i really really need to study for block test. argh. can't wait for finals to be over!

wow those aussies are way messed up kaier... i'm all for you throwing your onion rings at them, much as you would love to keep them for your own consumption. so what if they are white?? its like deep south down under!

mmm. for those who love aviation.

my xanga site .. i'm not quite sure of the layman url tho. but here goes nothing..

XANGA

my xanga site is ruby. all ruby, with white fonts. i think i still prefer blogger though xanga is so much more userfriendly. blogger's more.. direct. =D plus i like seeing my entry appear in a box with plenty of room!

in a bid to attract tourists to thailand, the government has decided to offer a US$100,000 compensation for the deceased should the unfortunate person pass away from SARS within 30 days of his/her visit to thailand. the government also offers up to US$10,000 to cover hospitalization costs.

gosh i am so tempted to set foot in thailand, and contact SARS. and if luck be on my side, die on the 29th day of my departure.

why would anyone wear this? i dont understand.

gosh i really like having pictures on my blog! its so much more.. fun!

that's right, you're doing it fine! SCREAM!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!

remind me to imood!

sigh. not the best layout. but will do for now... time to start on that charity proposal. ARGH.

test.

hey. that picture looks freaky! @@ i shall not look at it. hehe. gotta post more to get that out of sight. now you know why i stay out of the sun! anyways. wow i think its time i redid the blog layout - this one isnt too good when you wanna post pictures.. which certainly seems like the trend now at my blog! =)

observe closely the girl on the left. now, that is what's going to happen when you go on a tanning marathon. its a tan like never before!! kinda like an asian golliwog, just like that one in Amelia Jane stories.

"who wants to go see "the hulk"? he's a damn green retard with a friggin hobo style purple loin cloth/exploded purple pants thing almost like tarzan. i also heard they had a really low budget. probably just took joaquin and threw him into an aquarium of green paint"
HAICHI-MAICHI!!!


nice one, jeff =) heheh

WHOO HOO!! here's another round of a mighty survey!! =) *high w/o drink*

[Spell your first name backwards]: airotcivv
[The story behind your xanga user name]: goth goddess... mm kinky
[How old?]: Seventeen
[Where do you live?]: Braddell

DESCRIBE YOUR:
[Wallet]: leather gido
[Clothes worn daily]: quite different =) but if i'm staying home, its top + shorts all day long, baby!
[Shoes]: boots boots boots and adidas trainers.. boy are they comfy or what?
[Handbag]: my little red clutch. tasteful! [
Favorite top]: halter halter. actually i'm not too sure =)
[Perfume/Cologne]: poison by elizabeth arden
[Piercings]: 0! hehe i'm entirely free of that
[What you are wearing now]: singapore zoo shirt and faded shorts
[Hair]: tied up with maroon scrunchie =)
[Makeup]: au naturel, cuz i'm tired and am about to go to bed

[In my mouth]: a tongue and teeth.
[In my head]: cobwebs
[Wishing]: more vacation time!!! and to go back to taiwan
[Talking to]: vivian
[Eating]: green bean soup ;) i hate the beans tho
[Some of your favorite movies]: gosh i cant think... =S my big fat greek wedding?? i dunno.
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: WINTER BREAK.yeah, definitely that. or that party at the pub on wednesday....
[The last thing you ate?]: green bean soup heh.
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: deep water, bad stuff happening to my parents and loved ones
[Do you believe in love]: yes
[Do you believe in soul mates]: yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: yeah! the world IS superficial afterall =)
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: for a worthy cause, yes
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: pig / horse. oh wutever.
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: salt and vinegar lays! goldfishies!
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: spanish
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: tina and robbie *yeah, you, mr cubbie*

In the last 24 hours, have you:
[Cried?]: no
[Bought something?]: hell yeah!! its the great singapore sale!!! =) hehe of COURSE i bought stuff!
[Gotten sick]: i'm not too sure...
[Sang?]: yes! hehe build me up buttercup ;)
[Eaten?]: um yeah?
[Been kissed?]: nopenope how about one right now?
[Felt stupid?]: uhm... hopefully not. i dont remember any how =)
[Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't?]: hmm.
[Met someone new?]: *thinks* well, yeah this lady at the boutique
[Moved on?]: to where?
[Talked to an ex?]: nope
[Missed an ex?]: nope
[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: nope
[Had a serious talk?]: nope man i need more of those.
[Hugged someone?]: no
[Fought with your parents?]: no
[Dreamed about someone you can't be with?]: no

Social Life:
[Boyfriend/Girlfriend?]: =(
[What type automobile do you drive?]: zilch i'm too young!
[What type automobile do you wish you drove?]: bmw silver convertible!
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: hmm can i go for both?
[Where is the best hangout?]: changi airport. seriously! its lounging heaven!
[Do you have a job?]: well, yeah!!!! gosh wow i can answer this qn! =) hahaha.
[Do you like being around people?]: sometimes. it depends WHO i'm around tho.

Personal:
[Who is your role model?]: mom and dad i think.
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?]: yeah
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: yes
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]: i'm just starting to see a bit of pattern but right now its still a no hehe
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you?]: no
[Rather be dumper or dumped?]: neither.. but if i HAD to choose.. i'd wanna be the dumper =)
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: relationship
[Want someone you don't have right now?]: what? Sorta.. I guess
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: hmm.
[Do you want to get married?]: yes
[Do you want kids?]: yes
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?]: I dont know
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: legs
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: huh??
[Are you happy with you?]: sometimes i guess =)
[Are you happy with your life?]: yes, I am thankful for everyone who makes me smile or are just there for me, they make life complete..
[If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be?]: to continue with gymnastics. oh what the hell.. i'll just go sleep. too tired. =)

hmm. rough sketch for faculty shirt. comments, anyone? i kno the coronavirus looks a little strangled =)

a block test banner i did.. =) heh. frustrations must be vent.

hmm i'm not entirely comfortable with placing my photos on this site. will leave them here for awhile and then transfer them somewhere else =) meanwhile, enjoy away!

after the shopping -> we're wearing what what we bought and ONLY what we bought =)

here are two class photos...




3rd row (left to right): zz. kenny, pom, ys, wanjun, liwei
2nd row: jun jia, gwyneth, qr, mich, vicky (myself), xingni, shuwen, jiemin, brenda, daphne
1st row: peishan, mayi, jaime, meiyun, eefung, sharon, janice, sophia, shawn, dennis, eugene


Its michelle's 17th birthday! in school! =)


3rd row (left to right): wanjun, gwyneth, ys, eugene, liwei (far right)
2nd row: eefung, shuwen, meiyun, junjia, mayi, janice, sharon, sophia, dennis, kenny, pom
1st row: xingni, jaime, vicky, mich, shawn, zz, brenda

looking at things from a different perspective

What is the body but a temporary portal through which all of us pass? This provisional agreement, this vessel, this semblance of being; it is nothing short of a corporeal lie. I woke up this morning to this compactly-built vessel - the little mannequin with the unwashed hair pretending to be me. I waved my left hand and my host twitched hers at me. We all are machinery operators: push red button for pleasure, blue button to move left foot over puddle, 911 for ambulance, put right shift on joystick for instant sexual gratification.


There will come a time when your contract is up, and you, the parasitic undersigned, will have to shift out of your host quarters and find yourself another loving host off which to scrounge, and I trust you woul've studied the fine print thoroughly by which.

i was supposed to be good and return home real early to catch up on some homework. but obviously that didnt happen, cuz mich and i decided not to go for the kickboxing class. instead, jy and i made a quickie call to s for dinner in town. we had pasta and pizza for dinner, and got jacked by the cashier. she was supposed to give us a 30% discount, but didnt. the ass. anyho.

had dinner with jy, s and g. hecka good. s finished off half a bottle of parmesan cheese -> the owner's gonna freak! heh. had pearl tea afterwards and cafe-hopped from the toast store to the gelare place for 'freshly baked waffle'. its waffle day today, so all waffles were at half price ;)

felt kinda tipsy after the bubble tea, though it wasnt alcoholic. too much fun, i think =) s and i got all silly at the waffle counter, and couldn't stand up straight cuz we're laughing so hard. it was insane. i went, 'w..... wahhhhffle', and s couldnt stop laughing. gosh we almost died at the counter from all that.

jy, s and i sat at the booth for like half an hour, and s decided to have another major waffle. we played 'mystery number', 'truth or truth' and 'tarot postcards', played around with the thermometers too. =) honestly, we looked like we're seriously drunk the entire time we were at the booth. woah, we were on natural high!

there was this nerdy guy across at long johns though, who spent half an hour licking his ice cream spoon, looking at us all the while in a particularly repulsive manner. by that i mean that he was repulsive. he looked seriously sex-craved. ugh. and the moment we stood up to go, he stood up too and dashed away.

eww.

ooerr.. i have no summer vacation.

this is absolutely disgusting =(

orchestra rehearsals every monday, wednesday and friday, with extra lessons on whatever days left.

now i'm really ugh.