he's gonna die he's gonna die he's gonna die
she's gonna die she's gonna die she'a gonna die.

oh MAN, why does wencong have to die? why does his girlfriend have to die?? Its like Autumn's Tale, but double the tragedy!!!!!

oww i am so sad =(

but still, he has yet to die! and she has yet to die. in fact, they've not met each other yet. i cant IMAGINE him liking someone!! the way he talked to Tina about yonghui is totally sweet. he tries to keep his masculine / stoic image but you can just SEE how marshmallowy he is inside!!

ahhhhhh. i utterly LOVE him...

hee. opps someone's gonna get jealous :)

i just need to say this:

"quit flirting around and making people fall in love with you when you're simply toying with them. saying sweet nothings to everyone to gain their affection is not only downright CRUEL but very undesirable. its not fair to them, and neither is it fair for that special someone in your life. im disgusted."

disclaimer:
before anyone gets the wrong idea, NOTHING that i've said above is related wutsoever to my love life.

been thinking about something for abit.

how i have been so gullible
how some people are so incredibly DENSE
and how some people think that everyone, absolutely everyone simply LOVES them!

btw, my being gullible and silly has nothing to do with the points following it.

its really SAD when you see point 3 being acted out. its like, 21st century Adrian Mole (well, yeah he was always from the 21st century but that's beyond the point!) with his beloved Pandora (the people's pan). he thinks that every single female being on earth is deeply in love with him, not to mention his delusion that he is oozing with masculinity when in fact, he is a true loser.

its amazing where he gets his confidence from. i wonder...

perhaps i sound mean. i never said i was kind. ooh the poor soul, living a life thronged full of falsehood. tsk tsk.

BLOG UPDATE FIT!

and flurries!

oh joy. kaier's clock thingamagig lives again on sharon's blog!

i LOVE making the little clock squiggle as i deftly flick my wrist and fling the mouse around in hapless circles. whee!

such is the meaning of life. what comes round will come round... will remain round.. err.

well. to err is human. to blog it so it goes down in history is simply brave.

mark my words. i will be bake.

uh.

of course, i did mean, BACK.

OH YAY! tina might be heading to taiwan come december this year! im gonna get my ass there no matter what then! ah supreme, this. we'll have so much fun..

WE'LL GO TO MALABAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! is that great or what???? hopefully taichung wouldnt be all that cold in winter. geographically, it shouldnt. IT BETTER NOT! dang. malabay's gotta stay open no matter what!

incidentally, i feel like eating pizza now.

SUPREME pizza. with lotsa cheese. stuffed crust and pepperoni. hold the anchovies.

oh wut? no delivery at midnight?

yeah well, okay.

i require a userfriendly blog.

hate scrollies.

now that i might truly head back to taiwan for university next year, i wonder if the decision i am making is the right one. getting out of singapore has been the ambition of my lifetime - still is, in fact.

i neednt elaborate on what i dont like about the place. i believe that if you've known me long enough you'd know already. sure, it isnt bad, truly, but i feel that i do not belong here. i know some people are going to berate me for the way ive cussed and complained about life in singapore, but hey for those of you who have not stayed in singapore you have NOT experienced how life is over here and therefore it deprives you of ANY right to comment that im not being loyal to my birth-country, so to speak. to do otherwise is simply hogwash, besides wasting precious time and energy.

but i digress.

like i said earlier on, singapore isnt that bad. ive often looked out of the bus windows and tried to imagine what singapore would be like if it had been located somewhere else on the globe. pretty good i should think. but then, a country isnt made of geographical factors alone. people play a part too. when i say people, i mean its citizens and government. especially the government.

but i wonder if it is simply a question of the chicken or the egg.

does the government shape the culture of the nation, or do the people influence the government?

that aside, ive been thinking if i were to up and leave singapore, i would be leaving friends and family behind. well, my immediate family, that is. one extremely bad thing about being brought up in a foreign country with only parents for company is that there is a very strong sense of attachment. the attention and interaction isnt spread among relatives, so to speak. perhaps that's why i am so fearful of my parents dying.

going back to taiwan would mean that i would finally be able to experience life with aunties, uncles, gramps, counsins, the whole works. but doing that would mean that i would miss out life here with my parents and brother. god forbid, i might even miss the breaking of my brother's voice! horrors.

i guess you cant have your cake and eat it too huh?

i have run out of steam.

toodles.

oh boy oh boy. coffee kills. i think its the caffeine - somewhat like taking drugs. my hands actually start trembling. i feel like puking and my hair stands on its end. =/ yikes. better stick to good old chinese tea. ok enough diversion. back to the books.

YES, i am STILL on HIATUS... doesnt seem like it, but yeah on hiatus ;)

I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bite me

now playing: garbage #1 crush. if you'll just wait for about 5 mins you'll hear it. ive no .wma for that song.

ON HIATUS. infinitely.

go away i dont need you in my life. :*(

oh EEW. that so makes me sick.

oh yeah i forgot. been reading Adrian Mole: the Wilderness Years and i just came to a sickening realization that Mole is starkingly similar to that particular guy from the orchestra!!! now, if that guy were to write his secret diary, i bet that it would be everything Mole's diary is, spending the entire time thinking that the world loves him for the perfect, charming man he is, when he really is just... an irritant. sorry to say this but ITS JUST SO TRUE!

now everything i read Mole, i think of that guy. not a pleasant thought, i must point out. quite.. repulsive, actually. what a pity. i used to really enjoy the Mole.

oh wow, more technical input from blogger =) coo. but i have no idea how that draft thing works tho. and that about changing time and date. hm. does it mean that you can now LIE about when you blogged? just a thought. why would anyone want to do that anyway?

gosh i so cannot wait for tonight's episode of Fiery Thunderbolt (i REALLY hate the name in english, tho) heh heh. Liu is still deliciously evil. yummy. i wonder if he'll die in the show. i cannot imagine him begging for his life. eeks. i heard that the show is 300 episodes long tho. dayuum. that would mean that i would be spending... abit more than a year, watching tele. noooot a good thought.

and if the police is going to take 300 episodes to do the Liu family in then... woah time to get new people on the team!!

anyways, i DONT think ive done much studying over the term break. tsk tsk. i was planning to study today but i had a sudden craving for cranberry cheesecake middle afternoon. failing to find one of those do-it-yourself cheesecakes i resorted to making custard pudding, which drained everything out of me and yeah. the afternoon was spent. =)

pudding was delish tho too milky for my liking. i feel slightly queasy now, thanks to all that lactose. i never really did take to milk. i will take some antacid later on (antacid tastes fabulous, by the way hehe).

okay its about time for dinner. parents have yet to try custard - but they will, later! *evil laugh* nah, just kidding.

okay boy and girls, time for stills!!!

okay.. son of the big baddie. liu wen cong. the one that honduras imitates on that 2100 spoof talkshow. damn. honduras is good! Liu is SOOOOO cool. but uhm. he has such lusciouc red lips and pretty porcelain skin. i'll betcha he takes SKII.

the other bad guy.. apparently he was adopted by liu's mom from an orphanage in philippines. talk about kinship. =) i wonder where he got that suit from.

star of the show (i think). works undercover as a gangster for the police. has only two expressions -> :| and :D. quite funny. there was this part when he had this drunken soliloquy. good lord i was laughing my head off cuz he looked like so => :D throughout when he was supposed to be brawling. hehe. love him.

oh my gosh! fiery thunderbolt is so good! im hooooked!! i hear that its 300 episodes long... im so going to die. this is the first time in about 2 years that im actually watching a chinese drama serial. muahaha. i feel so... accomplished. amazing, this!

lets see if i can find some stills from the serial...

oh yes. before i forget. A female senior, whose name i do not know owes me $4.50. brilliant!

the bad thing about having a public blog, is of course the fact that you cannot write about controversial issues. well yeah, actually you can but that'll be inviting death to your doorstep. not good, not good. ohhh well.

things i wanna do NOW (but obviously am not doing):
- have fried chicken chop with chilli pepper powder from that little stall around the corner, opposite watsons. i am, of course, talking about that stall in taiwan =)
- drink. i dont know why but i just feel like it. no BOOZ this time tho. yikes.
- study. yes, i actually WANT to study. its actually fun. honest. quite a satisfying activity, that.
- watch Fiery Thunderbolt in TAIWANESE, not dubbed over in punkass mandarin. and i do wanna watch Fiery Thunderbolt tonight at 9 pm. i will watch it!!! mark my words!!!
- eat more of those spectacular SamBoy Salt and Vinegar chips. yum. go aussie go!!!!

aight. gotta go eat chips, think of drinking, dream of having chicken chop, wait for nightfall, AND finally, STUDY.

i love my life.

whats this entire thing about class spirit... or the lack of it. i repeat. cliques are normal. n-o-r-m-a-l. like i said, its overly idealistic to expect everyone in class to be greatest friends. that simply does not happen in the real world. so, seriously, nothing's wrong with tolerance. that'll be much better than an all-out i-hate-you screaming match. not that that will happen - hopefully.

i kno that the class isnt the perfect class in terms of unity and all, but i think unity isnt defined by how much time the class spends together. to take such a literal interpretation of class unity is not only shallow but extremely unrealistic. unity also isnt defined by whether or not one agrees to attend class 'outings'. its ridiculous to berate / accuse someone of lacking the class spirit or whatever hogwash just because someone doesnt want to watch a movie / go karaoke-ing with the class during that particular day.

go on, blame me, but all this pressing for over-enthusiasm and forced class spirit is just plain ridiculous. to have someone telling you to have class spirit is equivalent to being forced to be happy. its pointless and an awful oximoron too. i know im going to get so much gas for this but im going to post it up anyway.

these are my thoughts and my views. if you dont like it, you can go read someone else's blog. i am entitled to my views and you your own. i attempt to influence no one.

Betty Botter bought some butter
but she said the butter's bitter

if i put it in my batter
it will make my batter bitter

so Betty Botter bought some butter
better than her bitter butter

then she put it in her batter
and her batter was not bitter

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okay, lets have it this way -> i'll be putting up a series of skins (4 to be exact) over the next week. choose the skin you think is most suitable for my blog and let me know your choice! since they will be samples only, i wont be putting up the chatterbox just yet. meanwhile, EMAIL me with your comments / vote! => TWNGURL@YAHOO.COM

new blogskin. comments? oh yeah, right. i just remember. i dont have a chatbox. =( i'll look in that soon enough tho. i hope.

taking a break from chemistry - mechanism kills me. i heard from sharon that one of her friends was fined for downloading songs from Kazaa at $300 per song. lets see now, if her friend had 100 songs, does that mean that she'll have to pay $30,000? that's quite ridiculous. thank goodness i dont use kazaa. i always buy original cds. haha arent i so nice??? you all should do the same too. support original!!

welps, ive been really busy recently with the Community Involvement Program minutes, Project Work nonsense and Orchestra Fund-raising crap. well, okay they arent nonsense and crap, but they're getting there. fuck it. im so busy nowadays i dont have time to STUDY. which doesnt make sense, cuz ALOT of people actually HAVE the time to study because oh THEY dont have to do ANYTHING when im doing EVERYTHING do they? \ / major freeloaders.


there are lotsa those around these days, and believe me, they're everywhere. they rip off stuff you've so painstakenly done, make you do stuff so they'd get all the benefits. its ridiculous. ROAWR.

you know, its amazing how one's perceptions of a single person can change so much in so short a time. a few people whom i thought was nice, good looking and very friendly simple dont seem that way anymore. not that im sad or anything but it just makes me feel so... deluded! now i think of the way i felt about them as simply unbelievable and disgusting. ewww. *gag*

okay i gotta go back to chemistry! btw -> hmm. math has improved CONSIDERABLY. not toooo bad for a week's work i guess.

woah my distant aunt replied my email! my dear aunt debbie =) she's GORGEOUS!! hehehe.

just watched Sleepy Hollow on tv. ew. i still dont quite like horror movies. i tend to imagine an awful lot and that really freaks me out.

i think the guy with the head and pointy teeth is actually scarier than when he had no head. hmm. and i dont quite like the blood and gore and whatnots. will someone tell me why he had to bite off the lady witch's lips before dragging her back to hell with him? odd..